15 for 15.....no perticular order
1. I really missed out on those first couple years of highschool i didn't hang out with you, because if now is anything like it would have been then, then we missed out on way too much. We are kind of divided now but strickly by distance. We still think the exact same and i don't think that will change anytime soon i am very grateful of that. After all, "we are pigs and we love it"
2. I consider us best friends, even though i know how deeply i have hurt you. Sometimes i don't agree with somethings you do, and some things you say to me, but i am not very good at taking jokes sometimes. But after all of that, there is nobody that could take your place. Your always going to be close to me no matter what happens in the future.
3. We don't hang out as much as i like, but come to think of it we never have hung out that much. When we do i always enjoy it though because you are such a joy to be around. You may be kinda small, but you make up for it tenfold in personality. again, distance is somewhat of a factor with us but the time that we spend together always makes me smile and remember why i like hanging out with you so much. Besides that you are so beautiful and i am sorry for not making it clear to you sometimes.
4. We became friends because we had mutual friends. You are starting to drift farther away now and you don't act as much like the person i initially became friends with but everyone changes. I don't really agree with some of your recent activities but i am nobodys parent. If you ask for help, i will help. If not, you're on your own.
5. You maybe small and crazy, but your age never really changed anything about our friendship. We started with mutual friends as most do and sometimes i still feel like that but other times i feel like we are tight. Too bad your moving away in a few weeks. I sure hope it doesn't change anything too severely.
6. At one point in my life i loved you. This was not reciprocated and for a while our friendship was non-existant. Against the indeals of some of my best friends, i have warmed back up to you as a friend which is a good thing for sure, although sometimes you confuse me a great deal. I guess thats just how we will always be.
7. I don't know wheather it was timing or just a difference of ideas, but i fear i might have come on too strong to you. We don't hang out as much as i would like but you are a very popular person which makes finding time difficult. I am very sorry if i ever made you uncomfortable.
8. You remind me of the reason i am so afraid of relationships and confrontation.
9. I think your voice is amazing and the fact that it comes from such a young lady makes me believe that you have huge promise and that you will go far with any of your musical endeavors. Wheather with me or not, although i would love to play with you anytime you want. I feel we mesh very well and have potential for something more then what we have right now.
10. I feel as though i dissapointed you somehow when we met. Even though it was only for a few minutes we had talked for sooo long before. Sometimes people should believe me when i say i am nothing special i suppose. Takes away from the dissapoinment i think.
11. You are constanly thinking i hate you when that is never the case. I do think that we don't have much in common and somethings you have done make it harder for me to hang out with you. But by no means do i, or have i ever hated you.
12. Some things you say/do make me uncomfortable even though we used to be so tight. I try and let you know when you do these things but most of the time you don't really understand me. I feel i have done you a favor but i don't feel like i would ever need a thank you for it. It was purely by chance.
13. I consider you my friend even though you have done/said things to me that were non of you business. I see now that you were right about some of them. When we hang out we usually have a good laugh but sometimes i fear the honesty that comes after the alcahol.
14. We can go for weeks without saying a word to eachother and if we meet up somewhere by accident it is never awkward. I think that is mostly because of you because you are so outgoing it makes up for some of my boringness and quiet personality.
15. Working with you was a great time even though we didn't hang out much outside of the workplace for very long. not too much to say about that. Your just awesome.
wow....i didn't realize it would be hard to think of 15 ppl that had impacted me in a way that i would remember....but it was.....either way.....read away suckers.
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